Ponderings of the Heart

You know the phrase "when it rains, it pour?" Well, instead of this, I feel like the past month of my life it has been a constant rain, similar to the summer afternoon showers in FL we are used to. You could always count on it! Every afternoon in the summer it rains in Florida. It could be just a drizzle, or it could pour, but nevertheless, its gonna rain. Well, my life has seemed to be full of chaos over this past month. Just like that rain, I can count on something happening. Just when I get out of one thing and I think the coast is clear, something else comes along. I keep finding myself saying, "you've got to be kidding me!" Its just been one thing after another. Sometimes my thought is even "why me?" But, even in the midst of all this chaos, "you've got to be kidding's" and "whys"- I have always felt a peace! I am typically a worrier (not a warrior, but a worrier). I react fact and normally tend to freak out, then when...